The relentless torture of OCD in pregnancy is a harrowing experience, as the author vividly describes her struggle with intrusive thoughts and compulsive behaviors during her second pregnancy. The author, who has suffered from OCD since childhood, experienced a resurgence of symptoms during her first pregnancy, which were exacerbated by the decision to stop taking Prozac in her first trimester. The intense anxiety and compulsive behaviors, such as counting kicks and checking for signs of distress, took a toll on her daily life and relationships. The author's husband and friends tried to support her, but the author's obsessions and compulsions often led to dramatic actions, such as refusing to leave the hospital and seeking extreme measures to alleviate her anxiety. The birth of her daughter, who had suffered from a condition caused by the author's OCD, was a turning point. The author's struggle with OCD during pregnancy highlights the complex interplay between mental health, pregnancy, and the challenges of managing intrusive thoughts and compulsive behaviors.
